122011

今天是个特别的一天

那就是我和你的第九个月

没什么好说的

我不会说情话

请你多多谅解

只希望，我们的爱

能经得起考验

未来到底会怎样

我们并不知道

你不能说永远都会爱着我

因为没有永远

永远是多久？一百年？一亿年？

所以，只要我们能珍惜彼此

能够相爱，那就已经足够

为爱情而爱情

不是为了钱，不是为了结婚

而是因为就是喜欢你，这个人

再说一句：我爱你

我就是这样

其实，我不喜欢别人看见我丑的一面。

尤其是你，我心爱的人。

我讨厌你看我吃东西。我吃得会很不自在。

我讨厌你陪我买衣服。我不会试了衣服问你意见。

我讨厌你看我绑头发。我不会要你陪我去理发店。

我讨厌在我说自己很丑时，你还是要坚持来见我。

这样子，我真的会很自卑。

我不会在你面前化妆，洗脸，扮鬼脸。

我更讨厌我眼下的黑眼圈。

我爱完美，但自己并不完美。

我对自己要求太高，所以就是要你看见我完美的一面。

这样我才会有信心。

所以，请你以后不要在我最丑的一面出现。

或许，很多年以后，我会笑自己太天真。

因为在爱的人面前，我们真的是什么丑样都会表态出来。

但现在毕竟是我，一个18岁女孩的心声。

这或许是往后，我会不断回首的爱情回忆吧？

梦

全新的一天。

昨晚，我做了个奇怪的梦，其实也是个快乐的梦。

梦里我经历了很多事，很冒险。梦见了许多朋友，还有当然包括我的好朋友。

醒来时，真的好想他们。

毕竟，梦与现实是颠倒的，我们不得不去接受。

就算是在心中割下一块肉，不管多痛，我们还是得去接受。

最经我想钱想疯了L

有谁可以供我读完大学？

有谁可以买张飞机票给我去旅行？

有谁可以送我一切我喜欢的东西？

我每次说自己没钱。其实我真的是没钱。我没说骗话L

有谁会知道我心中的苦K

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我

需要的

是一个

朋友，

情人，

一个了解我的

伴侣。

GIVE ME A BREAK !

I`m having a fit right now! I`ve got do a lot of thinking last night. What`s wrong with this world? Why all those people will start to believe in blind faith? Don`t be too superstition man! That`s just ridiculous! Super duper crazy! People have called the blind worship as “pandan”. That`s really outrageous! What`s wrong with a boy can`t give a girl necklace as gift? Just because of the necklace, then they will split up?! It`s all bullshit! That`s not a reason, but it`s just an excuse! Apparently, all those stuff are just terrible! You`re a freaking Yankee if you got all these thought. What the hell! There is no ifs ands or buts about it if you had broke up with your other partner! So don’t simply blame a thing! Just get out of here! Shut up if you don’t know anything, just find out the reason why your partner want to break with you without having a superstition mind to blame all those stuff! Screw you man! Goofy! Dill man!

End of the story! Actually I still want to continue but I still have other fish to fry.

To be continued.

Mayday !

Here am I again! On my computer, surfing around and browse through the website. Seriously, I `m bored to tear again. Nothing special happened last week. Hmm, what`s the weather like out now? I can tell you guys that it `s sprinkling today. Or sometimes might had rained cats and dogs. Or having downpour. Or bla bla bla. K

By the way, I `m going to start my driving lesson on this week. Yeah, hope that it will not be too hard for me. Actually, it`s just easy as ABC. Just like a piece of cake. Sounds arrogant. xD Thanks to my cousin, she did teach me how to drive every time. I `m so great and lucky that having a cousin like her. J

Many new movies had released in cinema recently. I feel like watching those horror flicks right now. Long time didn`t go for the movie. Though Chinese new year is approaching, I have not done with my shopping yet. I still haven`t buy my clothes and bla blab la and so on. Feel kinda sad and frustrating about it. I wanna shop till I drop. L

I wish my dream will come true immediately. Sign. C `est la vie. Maybe it`s true. Life is hard. Guess that`s all for now. Stay tuned. Bless you.

Xoxo :3

怀念从前的时光

好听

你说的话我都相信

说得好听说得甜蜜

你说的每一句我都相信

为了爱情失了聪明

听你的话闭上眼睛

这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听

你爱不爱我不能确定

也许你只把他当游戏

我却爱得太用力

你说的话总那么好听

你爱不爱我不想确定

我会关掉你送的手机

然后静静静静

是再也不去理

拜访

我想发送美丽的信息给你

用美丽的文字

拜访你的心

却又害怕

你会把我拒在心门外

想了又想

我还是决定

发送信息给你

带着美丽的文字

拜访你的心

不管你的心门是否为我打开

至少

你知道

我曾经来过

这算不算是爱情

他，是我收藏已久的幸福。

华小四年级，小小个儿的我就坐在你的隔壁，

你总喜欢把一颗糖果塞给我问我甜不甜，

而我总是心窝暖暖的笑着-----

这颗小糖果甜在我心里。

有一天美术课，

你悄悄地告诉我你有喜欢的人了！

我一惊！是谁要抢走我甜甜的糖果呢？

只见你在图画纸上认真的写上-----你。

我傻住了！只知道迅速地用色笔涂去这个令我脸红的字，

那是支红色的颜笔。

不知道这是不是大人所说的爱情。

我只知道，

糖果很甜，

真的。

women`s generation

Putting on make up
Getting a brand new hair cut
I'll be born again
Into a cool woman
Yeah Yeah Yeah

More boldly
With a little more confidence
I won't cry, ever again

Wearing pretty heels
Wearing the trendy clothes
I step out on to the streets

All the people looking at me
I don't hate it
'Cause I'm beautiful

I have many days to laugh
I didn't realize that
I don't cry even when I'm lonely
I don't suffer
I'm gonna live my life

I'll change, for myself
Yeah Yeah Yeah

I'll start all over again
from the start
I'm gonna laugh out loud

Cherry-red lipstick,
Sexy stockings,
I decorate myself again

A classy woman
A woman with nice legs
That's me

I have many days still left to laugh
I didn't realize that yet
I'm gonna live my life,
Wherever, with confidence

Even though the world
tricks me again
I'll wipe my tears and become bold
So that I can laugh in world's face

Even though I'm lonely
Even though life can be sad
Doesn't matter how many times
I'll step over it again

Even though I fall in front of the world
Doesn't matter how many times
I'll just get back up again

I'll be happy, starting today
Yeah Yeah Yeah

Tiny thing like failure,
I'm not scared of it
I'm gonna live a grand life

原来

伤心的感觉就是这样

心真的是很痛

但是，却又要逞强

是的，我就是这样

其实

又何苦呢？

我终于都明白了

如果我再继续这样下去

是无济于事的

只会伤身，不值得

所以

我不会再去在意

我不会再去理会那么多了

我看破了

原来的原来