It`s hurt

I dont know what to do anymore.

You’ve been avoiding me for a few days

Isn`t that enough?

You told me you love me.

You didn`t mean to break up.

BUT WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?

LOVE IS SO UNFAIR.

Everything i`ve done, i did it for you.

Isn`t that enough?

NO, am i not enough for you?

Rather tell me up straight.

Than avoid me till the situation has passed.
Rather you be real.

Than trying to not hurt my feelings.
Rather be us again.

Than doing all of this again.

I'm sick of being hurt.

I'm sick of being lonely.

I'm sick of being disappointed.

I'm sick of being sad.

I'm sick of being hateful.

I'm sick of being jealous.

I'm sick of being let down.

I'm just.

Sick of feeling like shit.

那晚

那晚，

就在你给我的那封信后，

我们就再也没见到彼此。

原来，

那晚，

或许是我们见面的最后一次。

之后，

便失去联络。

那晚，

看过了你写给我的信，

眼泪不禁盈眶而出。

那个伤心感觉，

我至今还记得。

希望现在的你，

过得比以前幸福。

伤之心

你又来了

总爱说那些伤人的词

我没反驳

只是等你说完后

我的眼泪

也开始落下

MyDay

Hi peeps. Just got home, what a day. Went to my cousin`s house for the whole day. Before that, I was shopping alone at BDC >< quite pathetic right? Hmm. Actually today was a “special” day for me, but someone just don`t care it so much, so what`s the point for me to mention it? Forget about it, but still, wishing us happy lunar birthday.

By the way, today was my grandpa 79^th birthday, too. J Wishing him happy always, and stay healthy forever! Oh ya, went for movie yesterday with my Bf. We watched scre4m. To be honest, it`s quite terribly and horribly.

The other breaking news, that`s my cousin will be getting hitched on June! I am just so pretty exciting! Congrats to him and his bride! Gosh, I was thinking now of how should I doll up myself on that day. I have to look gorgeous and fabulous in my appearance on that day. J

So hell ya, my form 6 classes will be started on 9^th of May! I was doomed! Cause I have to go back to school on 2^nd of May for checking the form 6 name list. If not I still have to register for my own. Seriously, I have no friends who study at Smk green road! I am going to die so soon. Hoping that I have got my finger cross, that I will be same class with those nicely and friendly people. Bless me!

Let`s call it a night. I was freaking tired now. Will close my desktop and off to bed soon, nights world!

ME

I may not be the most beautiful,

or the sexiest,

nor do I have the perfect body.

But I don’t pretend to be someone I’m not,

I’m good at being me.

I might not be proud of some of the things I’ve done in my past,

but I’m proud of who I am today.

Nobody is perfect, but that’s what makes everything interesting.

(⊙o⊙)

我们都曾经自以为很爱某人。分手的时候，我们哭着对他说：我对你这么好，你为什么这样对我？

后来，我们爱上另一个人。这个时候，我们才发现自己从前并不是很爱那个人，我们并没有怎样为他付出过，他离开是应该的。

为什么我们会一厢情愿觉得自己很爱某人？也许是因为他首先不爱我吧。他首先不爱我，我便觉得我太爱他，为他付出太多。分手的时候，哭得死去活来，深觉自己被对方辜负了。

许多年后，我们自问：我爱他么？一点也不爱，甚至说不上是爱。那个时候，我根本不懂爱人，我爱他不及我爱我现在身边的人十分之一。

我们只是喜欢一个深情的自己。我可以这么爱一个人，我是多么深情。分手时，我们伤心，不是为了一段感情伤心，而是怜惜自己。

活下去真好。活下去，你才会发现，原来你并没有你所以为的那样爱过一个人。

I ain`t your toy

You come and go. You make me feel like a h*e. You know i care for you. But if you love me then you`re gonna have to stay. I'm sorry but its gonna be my way. I'm not gonna be something on the side. I'm not gonna be something that you can just take a ride. I'm not gonna be something you can go and brag about to your friends. If this is gonna go on then we are gonna have to end. So make a decision and make it fast because if you want this relationship to last.

Bad birthday

Yesterday was my birthday. But it`s not an amazing day for me. Honestly yesterday was my worst birthday`s year! EVER! Though it`s my 18<sup>th</sup> birthday, but nothing special happens. But still, thanks to my all best friends, with all of those sweet wishes. I`ll be happy. Cheer up my life! Actually, I was quite disappointed. I couldn`t help but still, I need to be able to accept the truth.

By the way, the new movie, Scre4m, is going to release at theatre soon. Yeah, I am going to watch it. For sure, cause those horrible movies are always my favorites! I just can`t miss it.

Stay tuned. Bye people J

Yo people

Yep. I am here again. Now I am telling you guys that, I am no longer a little young girl again.

I`ve grow up. I am a teenager right now. I used to have many dream, though it never comes true,

But I am hoping that it might come true someday. Without any noticing J

No regrets, just LOVE.

TT

没钱读书

没钱坐飞机

现在好想去海边

好想去爬山

好想吃巧克力~

Friends

In high school, I know a lot of girls are focused on their boyfriends and sometimes, they have a tendency to forget about their best friend. Their best friend is left out in the cold while the girl is dating a boy. All of a sudden, the boy seems to be the most important thing. Then, out of nowhere, the relationship ends for whatever reason, then the girl goes back to the best friend begging for forgiveness and saying she is sorry for ignoring her for all those months. Of course, the best friend accepts the apology and forgives. There are so many reasons why best friends are better than boyfriends. Below, I am going to give 10 reasons best friends are better than boyfriends.

1. You Can Wear the Same Clothes/Shoes

2. You Can Get Honest Fashion Advice

3. You Can Go Shopping Together

4. You Can Joke Around and Not Have to Worry About Offending Her

5. You Can Share Relationship Advice

6. You Can Talk About Anything

7. They Understand Your Love for Your Idols

8. They Can Spend the Night

9. They Won’t Cheat

10. You Can Talk for Hours

? > @ # $

What are words
If you really don’t mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they’re only for good times

Then they don’t..

关怀

不要以为，

我每天都是很快乐。

只是，我已习惯，

将悲伤隐藏。

不会轻易让人发现。

我想说，

我累了，

烦了这么多事，

外表坚强，内心脆弱。

我只是在逞强。

每晚都会流着眼泪，

而睡着。

(我没有你们想象中那么倔强，我也希望有人关怀)

L o v e

十一个月